Liham para kay "giling giling boy" ng buhay ko (noon)
English yan para maintindihan nya:)

DEAR K, 

I remember the first time you started talking to me, I was telling the truth when I said that you have caused me shivers, chills, goose bumps and all you noticed was my face blushing lol

I liked you a lot.

I always see you from the distance and you might not notice but my world stops whenever I see you. You made me feel how "puppy love" feels like once again when the first time I had one was back in high school. You have the structure of a man that is quite irresistible and I know some girls around is checking out on you too. 

I did not realize you would like me back.

For what seem to be a dream come true, you started to talk to me one day and asked for my number. You didn't realize how flattered I was when you stood an inch from me. I could melt like an ice cream right then. 

You were a perfect knight in shining armor.

Each day we spend together is like a fairy tale, I was your damsel in distress and you were my knight in shining armor. I could tell you everything and anything and you were always there to listen. You know what is on my mind and you are always ready to cheer me up when I'm down and tired. I can tell you I can't hang out one time and you were OK with it. In this day and age, when most men is only after coitus regardless if it's the beginning or latter part of dating you showed me how you respect me as a woman. That for me means so much. 

You would listen to Tagalog songs even when you don't understand them, you just have to make sure I am comfortable around you. 

You would buy me holiday presents, chocolates and anything to surprise me. You would give a hug at the end of an exhausting day and would buy me flowers just because. 

But I got scared, especially when you told me you are in love with me. When you said that you see us together in the future and that one day you will marry me. I could not understand why all the enticement and my fascination to you has declined little by little every day. 

I started picking fights for no reason and block you from Facebook, I would accuse you of something you didn't do. I was being selfish.

I am so sorry. 

When things gets too serious, it scared the shit out of me. I have trust issues, I have been devastated and have not fully recovered. I could smile one moment and cry the next. My soul has not gained serenity yet (atik lang). 

I might have loved you but I am too frightened to go there again. I have to protect my ruptured heart (char) as I am still trying to bring the pieces together. You can call me anything, I don't mind and I won't blame you but I have to let you go. I wish you find your happiness, your FOREVER (goodluck).

You deserve someone BETTER (ako pud). #bitterlang 

BUWAG NA TA!
DI NA KO NIMO KAY BUANG KA!
MAYPAG MAG INUSARA!

LORD PATAWAD by BASILYO

YES, it's been a while since the last time I wrote my last post, but anyways it's nice to be back up and running my fingers through my keyboard and so much excited to share my nutty EXPRESSIONS. 

Anyways, I can't help but write something about this new Pinoy HIT called: LORD PATAWAD by BASILYO why? First of all, I heard this song from my son when I asked him to sing for me his fave song and he goes like,,, tadadadda LORD PATAWAD...tadadada LORD PATAWAD omg! then I started to research and listen to it and here is what I found on youtube

I like how the lyrics speaks of the truth about us Pinoys...a funny yet sinister truth of our way of life.. how we take life's struggle lightly and trust God to forgive and bless us no matter what. When he started rapping these lines:

♫♪Kinakausap lang Kita kapag ako'y nangangailangan
Baka may kakilala Ka na pwede kong utangan
Kasi alam Mo na sa tong-its talo ako
Pwede bang bigyan ako kahit anim na numero ♫♪

I knew then that I would like it... and I know a lot of people in the rural or even some urban areas would relate to it, especially those who are fond of gambling (sugal) ... and spends a little time working and our famous BYSTANDERS or commonly known as TAMBAYS sa kanto lol ☻☻ so here's the rest, I mean the whole lyrics and I hope you enjoy singing BASILYO's big hit today... it is undeniably great, how he performed a Pinoy kind of Reggae with a very timely theme. I am soo looking forward of his next big thing. 

LORD PATAWAD - BASILYO

Kinakausap lang Kita kapag ako'y nangangailangan

Baka may kakilala Ka na pwede kong utangan

Kasi alam Mo na sa tong-its talo ako

Pwede bang bigyan ako kahit anim na numero?

Kinakausap lang Kita kapag ako'y nangangailangan

Sana'y may artista na maka-date man lamang

Okay lang sa akin kahit na si Joyce Jimenez

Sana ako'y pumogi, pumuti at maging flawless

Kinakausap lang Kita kapag nangangailangan

Noong ako'y binasted ng aking nililigawan

Problemado po ako at wala ?kong pang-inom

ang hina ko Sa'yo, yun ang hinala ko noon

Kinakausap lang Kita kapag ako'y nangangailangan

Ang aking iniisip ay puro pang-sarili lamang

kapag may mabigat na problema at seryoso

Doon ko lamang naaalala ang pangalan Mo

CHORUS

Lord, patawad

Pagkat ako'y makasalanan

Makasalanang nilalang

Lord, patawad

Pagkat ako'y makasalanan

Makasalanang nilalang

Ako'y nagsisimba kapag gusto ko lang

?Pag may bagong damit na ipagyayabang

?Pag may bagong biling mahal na pabango

Kapag bago ang shoes o kaya ang relo

Ako'y nagsisimba kapag gusto ko lang

Pag may jowa akong makakalampungan

Kapag may mga bebot na ang gaganda

Kapag merong baklitang nakakatawa

Ako'y nagsisimba kapag gusto ko lang

?Pag andyan ang tropa't nagkayayaan

hahanap ako ng mapagtitripan

Pagkatapos ng misa ay aabangan

CHORUS

Lord, patawad

Pagkat ako'y makasalanan

Makasalanang nilalang

Lord, patawad

Pagkat ako'y makasalanan

Makasalanang nilalang

Akala ko dati ay kaya ko na

Kaya ko nang mabuhay mag-isa

Ang daming trabaho, babae't pera

?Pag ako'y sagana ?di Kita kilala

Naalala Kita noong ako'y nakulong

Parang bubuyog, bulong ng bulong

?Pag may kamalasan sa ?king na nangyari

Ikaw lang nang Ikaw aking sinisisi

Kapag merong debate, sinong magaling?

Sinong matuwid sino ang nagsinungaling?

Ako'y naiiling at mistulang santol

?Di man lamang Kita kaya na ipagtanggol

SINOSOLO KO LANG ANG BIGAY MONG BLESSING!

?Pag kumanta ako dapat ay bayad din

Bakit nga ba Sa'yo ay wala akong time

Pa'no kung Ikaw na ang mawalan sa akin ng time?

Lord, patawad

Lo-o-o-o,o-o-o

Lord?

Lord, Lord, Lord, patawad

Lo-o-o-o,o-o-o

Lord?

Sa puso ko'y lagi Siyang kumakatok

?Di ko binuksan, ?di ko pinapasok

Tuktok ng bundok na Kanyang inakyat

Tignan ko pa lang ako ay nilagnat

Dapat ako ang ipako sa cross

Dapat ako ay siyang nanlilimos

Nag-awad ng tawad sa ating Ama

Ngunit masama pa ang pinadama

Dadadadadadadadadada

Puro ako salita at dada

Sa biyaya ako'y naaatat

Pero kahit kailan ?di nagpasalamat

Nagduda ako sa kakayahan Mo

?Di ako nararapat Sa'yo

Masyado akong mapagmalaki

Pero kahit kailan, hindi Ka nag-higanti

Lo-ord, patawad

Lo-o-o-o,o-o-o

Lord?

Pagkat ako'y makasalanan

Makasalanang nilalang

Lord, Lord, Lord, patawad

Lo-o-o-o,o-o-o

Lord?

Pagkat ako'y makasalanan

Makasalanang nilalang

Ano ba ang kulay ng iyong ploma? Sure ka na ba? Hehe! Sa akin ay pula. Kung bakit ay basahin nyo na:    

warning: kindergarten content   
approved for all readers   

  Ang Ploma kong Pula

Noong ako ay bata pa

Nag aaral sa elementarya

Lagi kong dala dala

Ang ploma kong pula

Ako ay kanilang tinanong

Guro,kaklase, o kahit na sino ang makasalubong

Bakit ganyan? Ito ang lagi nilang tanong

Na minsan sa aki'y kanilang binubulong

Hindi mo ba alam na ito'y nababagay lamang

Sa mga guro at hindi sa katulad mong musmos na nilalang

Kaya ang ploma kong pula ay aking ikinubli

Sa mga naiinggit at mga mapang api

Isang araw, ito ang aking sinabi

Ako'y magiging guro at magmamalaki

Na ipapamalas ang ploma kong pula

Na itinago ko pa sa kahon ng aking lola.

3 Signs that Tell You Have Moved On from the Past Relationship 
(according to my wildest guess)

How can you really tell that you have moved on or completely over with your ex?  it isn't easy to go through the process of moving on especially when you have lived most of your life with your former love. When your family, your friends, and everyone around you have been used to seeing  both of you together  and suddenly you both decided to just end it all up. 

There sure can be lots of ways to show that you have MOVED ON from the PAST . As for me, these are the major (major) signs that you have FINALLY moved on:

1.  You use to drool and lose yourself when you see him, now you don't.

Abs? uh, no thanks!

2.  You don't see him on your Facebook news feed and it's no big deal. 

Say no to stalking!

3. You have no major concern about his life.

He has a new gf. - "so?"
He's having a baby. - " Why do I have to know, you want me to be a ninang?"
He's getting married. - " e di wow!"

I recently watched this movie and it brings me to a certain reality of every small Filipino rural community. Where most people condemns his neighbor, where hypocrites are mostly seen, where minds are too naive. 

Let me share to you my own review of the movie: 

CORAZON: ANG UNANG ASWANG

A story of  an unconditional love, a couple who desperately needs a child and by all means would sacrifice for them to create a family they long to have after being married for years. 

The prayers were answered, but just when Corazon (Erich Gonzales) gave birth, their child died. Witness how she suffered for the loss and how Daniel ( Derek Ramsay) fought for his wife. 

Starring:

Corazon, Erich Gonzales

The Star Circle Quest champ made justice to her role as the first "Aswang". In this film, She's played the wife of Daniel ( Derek Ramsay) who will do everything in order to fulfill her promise to her husband to give him a child.

Daniel, Derek Ramsay  

One of the most promising male actors in the Philippines, a hearthrob and an athlete Derek Ramsay. You'll see him hunting for wild animals, taking care of his wife and proving his loyalty to her against the odds.

Also Starring:

Mark Gil

Tetchie  Agbayani

Jeffrey Quizon

Mon Confiado

Sharlene San Pedro and more

Another must-see horror film Directed by: Richard V. Somes

This screenshot was when they say these lines:

Corazon: Daniel, Mahal na Mahal kita. Di mo na ko maliligtas Daniel, isinumpa na ako ng langit!

Daniel: wala akong pakialam, kahit sa impyerno ka man pumunta sasama ako sa'yo

This is the full movie trailer I got from youtube:

what can I say? It was time not wasted watching this strangely exciting and suspense film from a rookie director who has proven his worth since the Indie film "Yanggaw" which has bagged some awards. Way to go Direk Richard Somes! I can't wait for your next big hit. 

EXPRESSIONS through A LETTER

This letter was found in a certain bar in Manila and has been handed down from one person to another.

Here's a video of me reading this hilarious letter :

Below is the actual letter:

To Marjie,

I am not surprise or wander why Dennis leave you.

Why?What reason you can think about but you're very fat body. I thought before that Dennis only use me to his toy but sooner and later I'm realize that he really can't not beared or stomached to be with you anymore because at first,Dennis say he could not stand you're habit of making pakialam all his walks [lakad] and always calling to their house what he go home or this or that and then he say he get ashame to met iether in school or in his family and then asking you to exercise you're very very ,very fat body but you hate it thoughth your the most preetiest girls he knows about what do you think you are "Beautiful Girl " of Jose Marie Chan even you are beautiful face to your think) you do not have the right to called me whatsoever or else different name one time or the other for the real purposed to insults my personality because I'm never call you names iether in the front of Dennis or in the backs of Dennis, but if you start already to calling me different name, I don't have any other choice but to call you other different name to like you are a PIG, FAT, OBESSED, OVERWIGHT, AND UGLY SHAPE girl. Shame to you're body that is to a BUDING. You can't not blame Dennis for exchanging you to me because I am the more sexier than you when you look to us in the mirror. I'm repeat again that you are like Ike Lozada when she is a girl.

FROM: THE SEXIEST GIRL OF D.M.

P.S. You say that I'm the bad breathe but who is Dennis want to kissed. Me or you? You or me? And the final is me.

There you go.

I can't explain how I felt after reading the letter the first time, but it has this entertaining effect for me, saving me out of boredom, reminding me how lucky I am for at least knowing my basic grammar and not to mention my spelling. However, when I think about whoever wrote the letter I imagine a girl whose struggling to write her thoughts in a language she barely even know.. at least she has made thousands or even millions of people laugh ☻☻☻HER HUMOR WAS TRULY EFFORTLESS! 

Thanks to me, I came up with the title "EXPRESSIONS" lol

EXPRESSION is also defined as an outward manifestations of mood, disposition or a facial aspect which conveys a special feeling.

Through our facial expressions, we tell people how we feel and react without  blurting out any words. It manifests any emotions that words can't say. 

“...be yourself- not your idea of what you think somebody else's idea of yourself should be.”

― Henry David Thoreau

“When words become unclear, I shall focus with photographs. When images become inadequate, I shall be content with silence.”

― Ansel Adams

I may look really terrible when am mad or when I'm frightened but who cares really and why should I care? At least I'm being true to how I feel.

Let us not be afraid about expressing how we truly feel. Christian Dior quotes, “By being natural and sincere, one often can create revolutions without having sought them.”